At a certain stage in the lives of an incarnated soul, certain energetic gates within the heart and intelligence of the human are opening towards the source of the soul itself. It is when the soul has matured enough in this dimension to begin cooperating with the energetic pull, the gravity force towards the "other side", towards the inner dimension, towards home. The human layer of the soul, which is the interactive layer with the manifested reality, life itself, begins to develop certain qualities and sensitivities to the feeling of lack of true fulfilment in the outer life. Something is missing. One can be "successful" in ones' merits and worldly achievements, yet within ones' true sincere experience there is a feeling of "wanting much more", or feeling that "there is much more" than this.

This is the point where the soul reflects its' desire to begin the journey home. This is where the potential of beginning a true spiritual journey towards awakening, grows, expands, and reflect itself within the human intelligence.
What is missing ?, why the outer world and its' options do not supply the desired "happiness" anymore ?. It has to do with awakening of certain facaulties within the soul's intelligence and its' connection with the personality of the Human. When such sensitivity is not present yet, the mind and its' content define our moment to moment experience of life, and inherently this experience is shallow. Its' mostly just ideas and thoughts that provoke actions in the outer life. These actions are not necessarily in harmony with our true Soul's desires. Desires and needs which are inherent, built-in within the soul's destiny and structure. They are the actual reasons for the soul to continue incarnating into this dimension. For the purpose of fulfilling these needs and maturing through the process of doing so. An unconscious human at this point is in fact following mainly ghosts in the mind. Ideas and concepts which were placed and absorbed within ones' mind and brain through interacting with society and living within the collective unconsciousness.
Obviously when such mechanisms rule our lives, at a certain point the sensitivity and intelligence can recognize the lack of depth and inefficiency of such life. A life which is not a service for the soul, but of a service to a mind !!.

When the soul's intelligence transmits its' needs and wisdom into the energetic structure of an evolved human. (A human whose maturity allows interaction with such transmission from the soul level.) An option for a new flavor and sensitivity to the real status of one's life can be born and experienced. The potential for transformation is born. The human intelligence has the potential to recognize that there is another direction. Towards the "inner dimension" where within it we begin to journey into recognizing our true identity.

Not surprisingly, the awakening of different facaulties and layers of consciousness within oneself, are mostly felt as "something familiar" . It doesn't feel like something completely new, as the awakening is always into that which is mostly already present as YOU.Our journey in many ways is to awaken this ancient feeling of that which is already within us and is us. As the journey progresses, the memory, the feeling of that which I AM, and the one who remembers and recognizes it, slowly merge into one experience which can be described as awakening to the "Pure-I" experience. That which I AM with no mind to describe it, or to define it, or to existentially create an external point to it. The duality which creates the experience of separation from the source and the disorientation in this life is transformed.

During the learning and practice process, one should try to connect to the inherent experience of oneself. An experience where between the experience of MYSELF, and the RECOGNITION of myself stands nothing which creates the sense of duality and separation. In other words, we are searching for the experience of the EXPERIENCER abiding within oneself. It is like waking up and recognizing that YOU ARE. There is You in this body which can abide and rest within the experience of YOU only. Free from thinking, at rest within the stillness of oneself, and slowly opening up to the source of this pure-I itself, which the place we had all emerged from. The Divine.

Awakening this ancient memory should be our goal at all times of our practice and beyond practice. It is not merely about mentally remembering the idea of our presence within this body. It is about constantly feeling and experiencing this essence and presence of Pure-I, and slowly transforming the duality and just becoming IT. Pulling our attention and sensitivity to this experience only.
As this memory grows and expands, it becomes our constant reality.
It is our true "Birthday". As before that we were mainly living only in a dream. Dream of mind and maya. illusion.
How could life be truly and consciously experienced and appreciated without having a constant experience of the experiencer ?. Isn't the only difference between dream state while being asleep, and unconscious life, is the lack of continuity of the dream. If that dream state would last much longer, we would be slowly convinced that this is life itself. Only opening the eyes into waking state gives birth to understanding that one was asleep and dreaming. That is the state of unconscious being. Living life as one continuous dream in the mind. This until the memory of the "I" is beginning to vibrate and flower within ones' heart, sensitivity and intelligence. The opening to the other side is created and available for truly commencing the journey home.